Just now a long time friend called me I cannot pick up the cell phone because I know I am in deep sadness. I rather keep quiet of it then share with her. There is nothing she can do about it, it is our problem and we are lack of communication.

Holding back my tears difficult but I manage to go through. People might think that I am lucky being full time blogger, they don’t know everything of it.

I do not like people telling me to do this and that as they supposed to tell him about it.

She only likes closed friends and relatives to introduce man to her. She has no interest to seek for the man herself. I don’t know what to say except best of luck to her. It is up to her if she wants to meet up with this guy first or not. Obviously from the conversation I knew that she has no interest.

So much I want to say but so little words coming out of me. It is going to be Chinese New Year but I get the feeling that I am going to be very bored! I love challenge and I like to go for adventure parks. I don’t scare of sitting in rides at park! He is not interested at all, maybe it is his weight as there is  note on board stating if you worry of height, and have high blood pressure better take the ride.

This is interesting topic as everyone got a story to tell. My one true love that got lost on the first date. How can I described my one true love, it has nothing to do with the tattoo. Believe it having a tattoo does not mean anything if his feeling is not towards you. Love is a relationship that you go through bumps and hills. You got to keep looking until you find your true love.

I know my true love for many years now and I want the relationship to maintain. I know that marriage is not about one person but involved both families. Whether you like his or he likes your family, you just have to deal with it. Love is feeling of two people, you cannot be the only to give in. He knows that I love him, he knows that I care about everything.

My one true love is always busy, everything got to have schedule and plan for it. One true love should not be measure with money, sometimes money gets us argue so much. At least we are still keeping ourselves together!

When you think of having first boyfriend everything is supposed to be sweet and nice. Well you are wrong! There are many things that we are not mean to be together. First of all, my education result turned out very bad after having first boyfriend. He is school dropout and he has not value on education. My dad told him to go on some classes, he was very mad and not interested.

We both know that we are mean to be together. We are just so different and having different world of our own. Soon I realize that boyfriend can wait but education cannot. I break up with him, it is toughest decision I ever made but it is for good for both of us. He can find a suitable girlfriend for him and I want to keep track on my studies as I am losing out in all subjects. Imagine handling your report cards with many reds marked to your parents.

To him he thought that he is not good enough for me. The main reason I break up with him is because I don’t have time for myself. I mean doing home work and studies the time just not enough for me. We had fun playing badminton together, going to the mall and movies together. I think the good time memory will be good for us.

Until today I never know what he is up to or whether he is married or not. He told me before that if we ever break up we can no longer be together. He wants me back even though I break up with him. He stalked me at school and even tattoos my name on his arm by himself. I never forget his arm having another girl name on it. His first girlfriend was a classmate of mine in school. I don’t know how is my names on his arm looks like I never see it even he showed to me I not looking at all.

My first boyfriend relationship lasted for six months.